glitterfey

Yuletide!

2009-12-21T11:21:17Z

Wow, my first Yuletide fic has been posted. It's scary and a relief. So far, it looks like I'm the only one who's posted in the fandom I wrote in (vague sentence is vague), but only about half the stories are up. I hope it doesn't suck, but I've got a few days to stew on that!

Now it's time to finish my Hayloft fic which, god bless it, actually has a plot and outline and everything, and then on to the last two secret santas I signed up for--Glee and Nascar RPF. I'm caught between what was I thinking and OMGAwesomeSauce! It's a weird place to be :)

ATWT - Cancelled!

2009-12-08T17:08:55Z

The subject line says it all. Oakdale's final curtain call in September 2010. Sadness.

Personal Fandom Psychological Study - Episode 1

2009-12-07T00:58:25Z

I want to start examining why I read fic, what its purpose is in my life, why I read what I read (and don't read what I don't read) and write what I write. I want to think about what it is that draws me to fandoms and pairings, what they have in common and what they have unique to themselves. I want to come to a better understanding about myself by examining my biggest hobby, fic.

Basically, I want to conduct a psychological experiment on myself. Woot! This should take several days and several entries, which is a good thing, I think. One step at a time, yeah?

I think it's best to start at the begining. So here we go, my list of fandoms:

I had to think about this for a bit, and what I'm considering "in currently" are fandoms that I read on a regular basis and that have new fics being written and/or I'm actively seeking out fic. There are some fandoms that I read but I basically read the same stories over and over, and those will be listed later.

So current fandoms include:

Popslash
Psych
As the World Turns
Nascar RPF
Chuck
How I Met Your Mother
Harry Potter
Glee
Criminal Minds

Out of these, at the moment, I'm most interested in Glee, Criminal Minds and As the World Turns. Nascar and HIMYM are slower fandoms, and Chuck has been on hiatus for what seems like 8.5 years. Harry Potter, Psych and Popslash are on/off fandoms for me, ones that I read probaby every couple of weeks as opposed to my main three, which I tend to read daily. Criminal Minds is a special case, because I'm starting the show now, even though it's in its fifth season. Because of that, there's a proliferation of back fic to catch up on. Even still, based on what comes through my LJ friends page, I think there will be plenty of fic even after I'm caught up.

Some fandoms are slow, like Nascar and HIMYM, but some fandoms are just glacial. It could be becuase of personal preference, story type, pairing or location, but for one reason or another, I don't find enough fic to satisfy me.

For me, these fandoms would be:

One Life to Live
The Big Bang Theory
Castle

This is a funny category. I don't watch these shows any longer, and I don't search out new fic. I do, however, re-read old stories, some over and over again. I might go days, weeks, months or years between re-readings, depending on my mood. When the mood strikes to re-read one of these fandoms, though, I tend to re-read all of my favorite stories, often over the course of a few days. New things may be being written in these fandoms, but I'm not looking.

For me, these fandoms are, in order of re-reading frequency:

Star Trek: Voyager
Grey's Anatomy
Torchwood
West Wing
Lord of the Rings

I have Star Trek: Voyager on DVD, but I rarely watch it. I have probably 15-20 fics that I re-read in this fandom. Grey's Anatomy and Torchwood have both gone from shows that I loved to shows that I no longer watch, pretty much because of creative choices I didn't care for. The fic I read in these two fandoms all comes from before those decisions--George is alive, Owen, Tosh and Ianto are alive. I pretty much hate character death, and it's one of the last straws for me. I get that it has to be done, but I just prefer to not be invovled. There are two long stories in the West Wing fandom that I re-read every six to eight months or so (and they're het, which is just strange! West Wing is the one fandom I don't read slash in, but that's an issue for another time.). I rarely read Lord of the Rings fic, but about once a year I re-read Bill the Pony's stories.

There are a few fandoms that I used to participate in but, for some reason or another, no longer even re-read the fic. I don't search out the fic and/or keep up with the show.

These fandoms are:

X-Men (movieverse)
X-Files
Heroes
RPS American Idol
LOTRIPS

Heroes just became disappointing all around for me. I dropped out after season one, and that included dropping out of fic. I was younger when X-Files was on television, high school age, and it's just one of those things that got lost in the switch from high school to college. I'm not sure why I became disinterested in the X-Men arena, and I was only interested in two seasons of American Idol (not concurrent--seasons two and six). I don't know why I stopped partiipating in LOTRIPS--I lasted a couple of years after the franchise ended.

For some reason, certain shows just don't interest me when it coems to fandom. I watch or watched the episodes, maybe read the boards on Television Without Pity, but I am not actively more involved. My guess is that these shows have some common thread that causes me to not be more invovled. It's something I want to study more in the future.

One note - I'm only including shows that I was interested in from the time I was a late teenager on. The reasons for this are twofold--one, I didn't have an understanding of fandom until later in my teenage years, and two, the internet wasn't such a huge place when I was younger. I'm sure there was fic out there, but finding it was beyond my capability.

Shows in this category include:

Friends
Will and Grace
Queer as Folk
Dawson's Creek
Star Trek: The Next Generation
Studio 60 on the Sunset Strip
House
Jericho
Fringe
Private Practice

So there you have it. The exhaustive list of my fandoms, ones I participate in, participated in, never participated in. Tomorrow I'll consider my pairings within these fandoms. Once the foundation has been set, it'll be time to really examine all of this in greater detail.

Character Jumble Meme

2009-12-02T05:16:08Z

Idea taken from slash_girl. I was having too much fun just even reading the answers, so I decided to pot my results. I skipped a few of the questions, so if you want to copy the list for your own journal, I'd head over to slash_girl's LJ.

If you want to participate, make your own list of characters before you look at my answers to the questions.

1. Captain Awesome (Chuck)
2. Barney Stinson (HIMYM)
3. Sheldon Cooper (TBBT)
4. Owen Harper (Torchwood)
5. Tom Paris (Star Trek Voyager)
6. Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)
7. Noah Puckerman (Glee)
8. Luke Snyder (ATWT)
9. Chuck Bartowski (Chuck)
10. Derek Morgan (Criminal Minds)
11. Shawn Spencer (Psych)
12. Dr. Horrible (Dr. Horrible's Sing Along Blog)

1. Have you ever read a 6/11 fic?

Spencer/Spencer! Yes, I just read a crossover Psych/Criminal Minds fic about two days ago. Hotch/Reid and Shawn/Lassie. Link is here, and I'd run, not walk, to that fic!

2. Do you think 4 is hot? How hot?

Owen Harper is very hot. He's also very dead, twice, which is a real shame. But I I've seen him in death and can say with certainty that even dead, he is one sexy man.

3. What would happen if 12 got 8 pregnant?

Oh, they'd have the most adorable, angst ridden, rule breaking, blond headed babies ever! I almost want to see that now :)

4. Can you rec any fics about 9?

There are so many good Chuck fics! Oddly enough, though, I don't have a single one bookmarked, so I'll give you a comm link instead: chuck_slash.

5. Would 2 and 6 make a good couple?

Wow, I'm going to go with a huge, resounding NO on that one! Barney Stinson would eat poor Reid alive, and I don't think it'd wind up good for either of them.

6. 5/9 or 5/10? Why?

Wow, that's a tough one. I can acutally see Tom Paris with Chuck or Derek. I think I'd go with Chuck, though. They could geek out together over Captain Proton and Tron.

7. What would happen if 7 walked in on 2 and 12 having sex?

First off, it'd be virtually identical twin sex, so I'm pretty sure Noah would turn around, walk to the kitchen, drink several beers, have a short internal crisis and then return to watch the big finish. I'll tell you what, though, if I can get Barney Stinson and Dr. Horrible to have sex, I'm only leaving for a quick second, and that's to get my video camera.

8. Make up a summary for a 3/10 fic.

The BAU finds itself on assignment at Cal Tech, searching for an UNSUB responsible for a string of physicist murders. Sheldon Cooper finds himself with more than he bargained for when Derek Morgan is assigned as his personal bodyguard.

And PS, holy crap would that be hard to write! It'd have to bank on some kind of Derek was interested in Reid but Reid is sleeping with Hotch and Sheldon reminds Derek of Reid sort of storyline, I'd think. And how to keep Sheldon from going OOC with Derek? Oh, the humanity!

9. Is there any such thing as 1/8 fluff?

There definitely probably is not, and honestly, the world is probably better for it.

10. Suggest a summary for a 7/12 h/c fic.

Can Dr. Horrible do both the hurting and the comforting here? I have no clue how a singing kid from Ohio winds up in the company of a supervillan, but I'm sure it'd be interesting!

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 to deflower 1?

Remember when Owen had that phermone spray that he took from the archives? Jack may have made him return it, but that certainly doesn't stop Owen from taking it again. And what better target than two beautiful doctors? (Why not inlcude Ellie? It'd make for an excellent threesome!)

12. If you wrote a 1/6/12 fic, what would the warnings be?

Crackfic, DP, threesome, dubcon, bondage.

13. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10?

Barney's got so many, and I think if you got enough drinks in Morgan, any of them would work. I think a simple "Wanna get out of here?" would work just fine.

14. When was the last time you read a fic about 5?

About a month ago. The weird thing aout Star Trek Voyager fic is that there's not a huge amount of it and it basically doesn't get written anymore. I have somewhere between five and ten fics that I basically reread two or three times a year. Paris is an interesting case, though, because I read stories with him and Chakotay, him and Kim and him and Janeway. It's pretty much the only fandom I read het in.

15. What is 6's super-secret kink?

Maybe not a huge kink, but in my head, Spencer's a top with dom tendencies. What I wouldn't give to see that fic!

16. Would 11 shag 9? Drunk or sober?

Oh, I think Shawn and Chuck would get it on, regardless of whether there was alcohol involved. There'd be lots of talking, too, and probably some stoppage for video game/pineapple time.

17. "1 and 9 are in a happy relationship until 9 suddenly runs off with 4. 1, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with 11 and a brief unhappy affair with 12, then follows the wise advice of 5 and finds true love with 3." What title would you give this fic?

I had to write this out first to even follow it. So Captain Awesome and Chuck Bartowski are in a relationship until Chuck runs off with Owen Harper. Awesome, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Shawn Spencer and a brief unhappy affair with Dr. Horrible, then follows the wise advice of Tom Paris and finds true love with Sheldon Cooper.

I shall dub thee Sometimes Awesome Isn't. But Sometimes, It Is

From the Diary of Drizzle Fabray-Hudson-Puckerman-Schuester: Gen, PG-13

2009-11-29T02:24:18Z

Title: From the Diary of Drizzle Fabray-Hudson-Puckerman-Schuester
Author: glitterfey
Pairing/Characters: A Glee story, featuring Drizzle, with mentions of those invovled in her life. Oh, and a quick reference to Criminal Minds.
Rating: PG-13. Language!
Word Count: 764
Spoilers: The only people this story would spoil would be the actual characters on the show.
Summary: Dear Diary...
AN: This is a little piece of crackfic that's been on my mind for a while.

November, 2009

Dear Diary,

When a mommy and a daddy love each other very much, sometimes, their love gets so big that it puts something special in mommy's tummy, and in nine months, a little boy or little girl becomes part of the family.

There are so many problems with that story. First off, fucker, it's ten months in this hot as hell wasteland. Nothing to do, nothing to see, just sit here and suck my thumb which, let's face it, hasn't even been big enough to suck on for very long. Sure, it's fun kicking the shit out of "mommy," but even that gets old after a while. Waking her up in the middle of the night to pee? Good for a few laughs, but god knows I need a new hobby.

Speaking of mommy, seriously, where to begin? I think a new story, maybe. "When mommy and daddy don't love each other at all, hell, don't even like each other a little, and they get so drunk on wine coolers--which, seriously, wine coolers? Losers.--and have stupidly unprotected sex, which, hey, jackass with the hair, wasn't even good for her, sometimes, their idiocy is so undeniably stupid that six months later, you get me, kicking the shit out of her stomach and twiddling my half developed thumbs.

And most babies are like yay, I can't wait to be born, but seriously, even though this is the equivalent of an amniotic roach motel, I'd gladly stay in here forever. The doctors will be all "Push harder, push harder!" and I'll be all no way, fuckers, not coming out. Why would I? The freakin' second daddy--yeah, that's right, two daddies, one mommy, and did I mention they're in fucking high school?--wants to name me "Drizzle." Yep. The kid seriously didn't strain any brain cells there, not that he has any, really. A dancing, singing quarterback who copies off the cheerleader who copies off the Down's Syndrome kid who, well, is actually pretty smart, comparatively speaking, but I've seen my other dad's work, and god, he even copied the square root of four down wrong. It's two, dipshit! Even I picked that up, and I’m about fourteen million years behind you in school.

And if he gets his way and names me Drizzle? I hope someone just goes ahead and tells the FBI to start tracking me from birth. It should be easy--one word to that Agent Reid--damn, he's sexy. What? I'm a girl. I may not be fully formed, but I can sort of see, and baby likes what she sees--and he'll be all, "Statistics show that babies born to three high school kids, one who won't wear underwear, one who thinks he got his girlfriend pregnant without having sex, and one who's helping a teacher's wife fake a pregnancy--well, those babies have a 99.635 percent chance of shooting up a mall before their fifth birthday." And then yummy Agent Morgan will be all, "you're so right, Reid, but before we go take the baby into custody, let's you and me get more acquainted, you know, in that carnal way," and then they'll--oh, hey, sorry, the mom was reading slash last night. Good stuff. Anyway, seriously, name me Drizzle and I'll go all crazy on this place.

But that brings up another great point. You see, some babies have two parents, and really lucky kids have three parents--you know, the ones born to gay dudes and a donor, or two chicks and a donor. I'm not prejudiced. Equal love to my gay and lesbian peeps!--and some poor kids have four parents, kids whose moms and dads bring home new moms and dads, and it gets all messy. But nothing like the clusterfuck I've got going on here. I've got three dads and two moms. Granted, one of my dads doesn't know about me at all, and another of my dads doesn't know about my other two dads, and the one dad who knows about the other dad doesn’t know about the third dad--seriously, could I get some kind of flowchart in here? We can call it "The Life of Drizzle, In Utero Psychopath, But It's Totally Not Her Fault, Because Look!"

You know, with a name like that, it might make a good rock opera. Or at least a half season storyline on some television dramedy.

That's it for now. It's nearly 1:00 am, and I've got to do my stretches before it's time to start kicking. Until next time. Peace out, bitches!

Yuletide Letter

2009-11-15T01:05:31Z

Dearest Yuletide writer,

I hope this letter finds you well! I also hope this letter finds you in time, since I'm just now getting a chance to write it and assignments went out a bit earlier tonight.

First off, please know that you make me ridiculously happy that you're writing a story for me! I'd be happy with anything in any of the three fandoms I chose.

Really, the only thing I don't like in fic is deathfic. I'l read it sometimes, but it makes me cry, and life is stressful enough at Christmastime! As you can see by my requests below, I'm cool with couples, threesomes, foursomes, moresomes--so long as the orgy's not at a wake, I'm a happy camper! I like it when characters are in estaiblished relationships, but I don't necessarily have to have any kind of background explaining how they got there. On the other hand, though, if you read my requests and your bunnies aren't saying committed relationship but are instead saying casual sex, you have my total, 100% I will be happy with the end product blessing. Basically, you can't go wrong :)

I'm not sure there's much more to say about any of these, but I'll give it a shot!

RequestFandom1: RPF - NASCAR

RequestFandomChar1: Brian Vickers/Chad Knaus/Jimmie Johnson/Kyle Busch

RequestDetail1: Let me specify: I'd love to see a Brian Vickers/Kyle Busch fic. They used to be teammates--I'd love it if they had been in a committed relationship all this time. I know that could be hard to make feasible, though, so here's another option: Chad/Jimmie. Jimmie's not the brightest bulb--okay, he's maybe one of the dullest. There's got to be something in it for Chad, right? With either of these, I'd love to see happy fics. That's my theme--no angst! But definitely sex, if it works for you :)

BV/KY has become sort of a fascination with me as of late. I don't know if they're even friends, but I just think there's so much potential there. They've both been through some high highs and low lows in their past and even this season. I'd love to know how the couple would have handled BV making the Chase and KY barely missing it.

Chad/Jimmie--in my head, this would have to be a funny story, you know? Chad seems so smart, and Jimmie just seems so dumb, and I just don't know. They crack me up when they're together. Anywhere you'd want to go with them would be wonderful!

RequestFandom2: The Big Bang Theory

RequestFandomChar2: Leonard Hofstadter/Penny /Sheldon Cooper

RequestDetail2: I'd love to see an established relationship threesome! I'd rather there not be much angst, and I'd love to see something happy and sexy. I don't mind if you want to follow cannon or not with the L/P relationship. I'd prefer everyone to stay alive and not to have a total AU. Thanks so much!!! Oh, and if you get my requests and you're not a slash writer or the slash bunnies aren't hopping, feel free to make this a het request with Leonard and Penny. Again, so long as they're happy and sexy, I'm thrilled!

TBBT is one of my new fandoms this year. I'm one of the few (at least on the internet, it seems) fans of Leonard and Penny. I think their relationship is great! On the other hand, I love me some Sheldon/Leonard slash. Both couples seem equally plausible to me. Which brings me to my request--threesome! So many stories with threesomes are sex based, either a drunken night or a one night hookup type thing or a sexual adventure for a couple with their best friend. I'd like to see a working, euqal partner threesome fic. Again, I don't need the backstory of how they all got together unless you want to. I just really want to see three people in a loving, harmonious relationship and the ups and downs that come with it. Maybe not so much with the downs, really. I'm not huge on angst in general. I just basically want to see these three happy, content and satisfied with each other.

RequestFandom3: How I Met Your Mother

RequestFandomChar3: Any

RequestDetail3: Um, groupsex? I'm not sure why or when, but somehow, Lily, Marshall, Barney, Robin and Ted end up in a legen--wait for it--dary five way! AU is okay if you want, but I'd rather no angst.

And here's the opposite! I just want to see these five best friends have sex! Dirty, sexy, any and every pariring within the group, one giant bed and many, many orgasms! No relationship, no angst, no morning after drama. A PWP fivesome! Yay!

RequestFandom4: The Big Bang Theory

RequestFandomChar4: Howard Wolowitz/Leonard Hofstadter/Rajesh Koothrappali/Sheldon Cooper

RequestDetail4: I'd love to know what went down in the Arctic the night the heat went out! I don't care what pairing of the four or all of them together, but I'm sure they created enough heat themselves. ;)

This one's pretty self explanatory as well. Remember in the first episode of this season when we heard about the night the heat went out in the Arctic? We know Sheldon thought it wasn't a big deal, Raj felt it brought them all closer and Leonard and Howard are a little squicked by the whole thing. I don't know who it was, two or three or all of them, but I bet some sexytimes happened that night! Again, this doesn't need to be established relationship or even have too many feelings involved if you don't want. I just want to know more about that night!

So there you have it, Santa. Any of these you pick would be awesome, and I'll love you and sing your praises throughout the internets regardless of where you land fic wise. Have fun1

Glee Fic!

2009-10-27T03:37:09Z

Short comment!fic for glee_kink. Prompt was Finn/Puck- sex, while trying to convince themselves they're not gay for it.

Finn POV, fuzzy R, I guess.

All right, so I know what you're probably thinking. Hey, Finn, how's Quinn and the baby? Nice weather today, yeah? And oh, right, since when are you gay, what with Puck's dick down your throat?

See, here's the thing. I'm so not gay. I mean, yeah, I'm probably not very convincing right now, but seriously, I'm not gay. Sucking dudes off is just a thing every guy does in the locker room from time to time. It's not like I love it. I mean, I only do Puck so he'll turn around and do me. That's not gay, that's being friendly. Helping a guy out. Stress relief. It's just like masturbation, really. I'm sure the last thing on Puck's mind right now is me.

Helpful, that's what I am. Finn, such a nice guy, helping Puck out. That's me, very helpful, very straight, totally heterosexual Finn. Very, very ready to get my dick sucked by my also very straight, also totally heterosexual friend. So fucking ready. And so fucking straight. In fact, I think it's time to speed this up. Straight dudes don't linger, you know. A little tug, a little twist, a flick of the tongue right….there…yes! There's nothing better than the taste of Puck's come.

Wait.

I mean, ew, semen, gross. 'Cause I'm straight. All about the vagina. Vagina rules!

Seriously. Totally straight.

Hayloft Gift Exchange Fic

2008-12-31T14:03:12Z

Title: Jealousy, and Other Things That Happened to Noah
Author: Glitterfey
Characters/Pairings: Luke/Noah
Rating/Word Count: NC17/~1,000
Spoilers/Warnings: You'd need to be up to date on the whole Brian thing, but other than that, not too much. Oh, and sex. Yay!
Summary: Noah gets jealous.
Disclaimer: If I owned Luke and Noah, they'd be naked a lot more.
Notes: Hello! This story is for indigo_5 for thehayloft's 2008 Holiday Gift Exchange. She wanted NC17 jealous Noah confronts Brian. Here you go, doll! I hope you like it!
AN2: Oh, and I wrote this and posted it in Disney World. What better place for smut, no?
AN3: And it would figure that ATWT would finally address this during the time I don't have a TV, right? I guess that makes this an AU, and it makes me a little pissy. Oh well!

If you’d said to Noah his day would end with having sex with Luke for the first time, he probably wouldn’t have believed you. And if you’d told him it’d be outside in the hallway of his dorm room, pressed up against his door, well, he’d have said no way.

But this is getting ahead of itself, isn’t it?

If you’d have told Noah his day would start with a fistfight in Java, he’d have said with who? And if you’d told him Brian, he’d have said okay.

It started out innocently enough. “Hey, Noah, come meet Brian and me for coffee. We’ve got a lot to catch up on!” After the big semi–coming out extravaganza, Luke and Brian had become a lot closer – kindred spirits, if you will. The bond between an in the closet grandpa and an out, loud and proud grandson was strong. Who knew?

Noah was genuinely glad that Luke and Brian were getting along. The uncomfortable anxiety was gone, as was the weird undercurrent of sexual tension/obliviousness/obviousness. Yeah, that was bad.

But this? This was ridiculous. Noah was all for closeness, but Brian with his hand on Luke’s thigh? Not so much. Sure, Luke and Noah weren’t exactly back together, but they weren’t exactly broken up, either, and they certainly weren’t dating grandparents! Java sure was its own little hellhole for relationships, wasn’t it?

And that’s when Noah snapped.

Okay, so snapped isn’t the right word. More like punched Brian in the face, grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, threw him to the floor and kicked him in the balls. Since the man was pushing 60, the kick probably wasn’t necessary, but it sure did feel good.

And then Luke stormed out, which, really, wasn’t all that surprising, because Luke was nothing if not a drama queen. Casey helped Brian out of the coffee shop, and with that, Noah was left standing in an empty Java with bruised knuckles, bruised pride and one hell of a headache.

And then he drove. Out to the farm, to Lucinda’s, to Lily’s, to the Lakeview – no sign of Luke anywhere. Out of frustration, Noah hit the gas on an abandoned road that turned out to be not so abandoned when flashing red lights appeared in his rearview mirror.

After a 15-minute break, a stern lecture and a $75 piece of paper, Noah decreed, “Fuck it all!” and went back to the dorm.

To say Noah was surprised to see Luke sitting outside his dorm room would have been an understatement. And really, Noah was nothing if not pissed.

“What the hell are you doing here? I’ve been searching for you everywhere, and you have the nerve to just sit outside my door?” Okay, so Noah wasn’t in the best or most logical of moods, but hey, it’d been a pretty sucky day so far.

“I’ve been waiting for you.”

“So?”

“So, yeah, I’ve been waiting for you.”

And that was it. Luke could choose to be a drama queen or evasive, but he couldn’t do both at the same time. With a growl, Noah grabbed Luke by the collar and dragged him into a standing position, pushed up against the door, hands pinned above his head.

“You don’t get to push me around like this,” Noah growled.

“I think I do.”

Luke trailed his tongue up the side of Noah’s neck, to that spot behind his ear that always scrambled his brain. A bruising suck, and next thing Noah knew, he was slammed face first against the door, Luke’s hand on his rapidly hardening cock, the other wrapping around his waist.

“I’ve been waiting for you to say something to Brian,” Luke whispered. “I wanted you to put him in his place, to tell him I was yours. I’m not one for violence, but seeing you all jealous like that, staking your claim in front of everyone? So hot. So, so hot. Watching you got me so hard. I wanted to fuck you then. But I’m going to fuck you now.”

And Noah had been so focused on Luke’s hand and Luke’s words that he’d missed his pants being shoved down to his ankles, Luke pulling a small tube of lube out of his pocket and then shoving his own pants down. Noah screamed when Luke entered him, surprise and lust and shock and pain and heat and hot and oh my god. Noah hadn’t known it would be like this, so raw, so needy, so good. It hurt, but somehow that extra added pain just enhanced the pleasure.

“God, Noah, I had no idea.”

“I know, me neither. So good, Luke.”

Noah reached back to grab Luke’s ass, pulling him closer and sending him deeper inside. They groaned together at the feeling, neither moving for a moment. In an instant, all the anger and jealousy and annoyance melted away, replaced with lust and love. Luke began thrusting again, gentler, deeper than before.

“Noah, I know this wasn’t how we’d planned it. I want to be sorry, but – God,” Luke panted in Noah’s ear, the movements stuttering his words but not his meaning.

“I know, Luke, I know. Me, too. Don’t stop, Luke. Take me. Make me yours. Show me that I’m the one you want, not anybody else.”

And that last bit of restraint in Luke snapped, and he began thrusting into Noah with wild abandon. Noah loved it, begged for it, pleaded faster, harder, more.

And then it was too much, and it was going to be over, and Noah could feel it coming, but he needed to say something, to make it not about jealousy or anger or hurt and about what it really was, what this act really was, underneath all the haste and desperation.

“I love you, Luke.”

“Same here, Noah. Same here.”

It was that gentle reminder of their past that sent Noah over the edge, releasing against the door. Luke let Noah’s body pull out his own climax, and he slumped, sated, against Noah’s back.

“I do love you, Noah. And I’m sorry about the Brian thing. I just wanted to know that you still loved me, that you cared about me, that you were willing to fight for me.”

“I know, Luke. And I do, and I will. But next time you need to know, could you just ask? It’d be easier on my knuckles and my wallet.”

Fic, F**K, Luke/Noah, NC17

2008-12-05T18:58:42Z

The second fic I posted on LJ was another super short meta writing deal. I got the inspiration while I was cooking Thanksgiving dinner, and pumped this out in about ten minutes. It involves the most adorable (and infurating) boys on television, Luke and Noah from As the World Turns. By the way, if you're not already following the boys via Brian's liveblog at After Elton, you're missing out on some good times. Anyway, the background you need for this story is that Luke and Noah broke up because Luke tried to rig the college election and Noah told the dean and got Luke expelled. Oh, and Luke's new step-grandpa tried to make out with him and Luke is drinking by the gallon (again), which is bad because of his one kidney. Seriously, the things these boys have gone through are just straight up ridiculous, but hey, it's a soap, right?

Title: F**K
Author: Glitterfey
Characters/Pairings: Luke/Noah
Rating/Word Count: NC17/~500
Spoilers/Warnings: Bad words, bad words, bad words! Oh, and sex. And anger. And schmoop, but just a little.
Summary: Variations on a word...
Disclaimer: If I owned Luke and Noah, they'd be naked a lot more.
Notes: Hello! Somewhere between baking the sweet potatoes and making the stuffing, the fanfic bug came over me. I wasn't sure how the community felt about curse words on the front page, so I used some strategically placed stars. Rest assured the stars are nowhere to be found after the cut. Happy Thanksgiving!

Fuck. The only vaguely appropriate word he could think of. A grandma with cancer, an expulsion, a touchy feely grandfather and a breakup - not the best of months by far. And while Luke could find comfort in neither Joyce nor Bronte nor Mayer, at least he could find comfort in Jack.

Fucked. The only vaguely appropriate way to describe Luke. Noah knew he’d been drinking and knew he was in a bad place, but when Luke decided to cheat, Noah’s faith was shaken, and Luke’s turn back to the bottle wasn’t helping. But he still loved Luke and couldn’t watch him suffer.

Fucker. The only vaguely appropriate name for the bastard who ripped his heart apart. Luke was just fine, thank you very much, and while he maybe couldn’t walk a straight line, he certainly didn’t need some sanctimonious former boyfriend explaining right and wrong. Noah had made his choice, and it clearly wasn’t Luke.

Fucking heavy. The only vaguely appropriate term for a drunk-off-his-ass Luke. And the constant slaps and kicks and half-hearted ranting certainly weren’t adding to Noah’s goodwill. Half tempted to leave him in the street behind Java, Noah put one arm around Luke’s middle and used his other hand to try to cover Luke’s mouth.

“Fucking leave me alone!” “No.”

Fuck. The only vaguely appropriate word that popped into Noah’s mind. He hadn’t expected Luke to grab his collar when Noah tossed him on the bed to sleep off the liquor. He also hadn’t expected Luke to trace the side of his neck with his tongue, and he hadn’t expected himself to turn his head into Luke’s frantic kiss.

Fucked. The only vaguely appropriate way to describe what Luke wanted. He needed to be fucked, not loved, not held, not any of the things that Noah was doing. They weren’t making love, they were fucking, and Luke used his weight to flip Noah onto his back, restraining Noah’s wrists with one hand and grabbing his cock with the other.

Fucker. The only vaguely appropriate name for Luke right now. Noah wanted to show Luke that he loved him, that even though things had been bad, Noah still wanted to be with him. But when the back of Luke’s throat tickled his dick and a finger breeched his ass, Noah’s focus shifted more towards his need to come than to prove his love.

Fucking heavy. The only vaguely appropriate term for the blissed out Noah draped across Luke’s body. They’d never had sex like that, raw and open and mean. Luke had felt it, though, when eyes locked and orgasms hit, that no matter how animalistic the sex, no matter how much pain and anger they shared, it was still making love.

“Fucking love you.” “Yeah.”

Fic - Dialogue of an Evening, Blake/Chris RPS, NC17

2008-12-05T18:46:22Z

The first story I posted on Livejournal was the result of a challenge over at cakeforever, back during the 2007 American Idol season when Blake and Chris were on. These two boys were one of the slashiest things to ever hit television. I don't really follow the fandom anymore, what with their 15 minutes being up and all, but I did have a good time with this short fic.

Here we go, my offering for the fic exchange! This was written for lost_lover2790, who wanted to see someone flirting with Blake, Chris fighting for Blake, and Chris taking a more dominant role in the relationship. Well...it's got those elements in it! I'm pretty sure it's not what you were expecting, but I hope you like it anyway!

Title: Dialogue of an Evening
Rating: NC 17, baby! And, um, I really mean it. Seriously. Oh, and RPS, so steer clear if that's not your thing.
Summary: It's the dialogue of an evening, basically.
Disclaimer: Not mine. So not mine.

It started like this:

"This club is hot, dude! Good choice! I'm gonna get us some drinks. Yeah, I'll find you in a bit. Vodka tonic? Excellent."

A couple hours later it became this:

"Are you drunk? Because I'm drunk. Drunk, drunk, drunk. Too many tonics. Too many vodkas. Too many drinks with drinks and alcohols."

And a little bit later it went a lot like this:

"Mmm, baby, you're so hot. I wanna bend you over right here and fuck you. Or rip off those stupid plaid pants and suck your pretty cock, right here on the dance floor. I bet you'd like that, baby. Make an exhibitionist out of you. We'd be the hottest show in the place. Just think of all the tickets they'd sell if I fucked you on stage, fucked you until you screamed my name and came all over the stage. Then I'd pull out and come all over your back. Icing on the cake, baby."

But unfortunately, it then went like this:

"I got more drinks, babe! Where the fuck did you go? Blake? Seriously, where the fuck are you? Too fucking short…fucking short person. Probably getting trampled. Blake? Oh fuck. That little shit. He better back away from my - you fucker! Get your fucking hand off his ass! Oh, that's it. It's on, now."

And the worst part went like this:

"Get the fuck off him! Don't make me punch you again, mother fucker! I will break that pretty little nose and you'll be chanting 'Seacrest out' from your fucking hospital bed while some nurse changes your bedpan."

On the way back from the club it went like this:

"…"

But back at the apartment, it went like this:

"You are mine. Not his and not any fucking one else's. You are here for me and I am here for you and if you ever so much as touch that mother fucker again I will kill him. I love you but you've pissed me off and now you're gonna pay. I'm going to ram you so hard you'll see stars and tomorrow when you see him all you'll think about is how sore your ass is and how much you want me in it again."

The very best part went like this:

"Oooooh, fuck, yes!"

And after a time, it ended like this:

"I love you, you piece of shit."

"Back at you, babe."